The first anniversary of Kyra’s death. It’s hard to believe a whole year has passed since that terrible night when I lost her. It was also the day I became a single father to triplets.
The kids and I visited her grave that day. I didn’t know if the boys understood where we were or why we came here,Her memory needed to live on, even if she wasn’t here anymore.
Her memory needed to live on, even if she wasn’t here anymore.
But as we approached the grave, I noticed someone already standing there. He was an older man, burly and broad-shouldered, with a face I didn’t recognize.
I slowed my steps, trying to place him, but no memory came to mind.
“You must be Jordan,” the man said, turning to face me. “I’ve been waiting for you. My name’s Denis. I’m from Chicago… Kyra’s ‘old’ pal.”
I stiffened at his words. Kyra never mentioned Denis to me, let alone someone from Chicago.
And “old pal”? That felt odd.
“Nice to meet you, Denis,” I replied cautiously. “But I don’t think I know you. We’ve never met before, have we?”
“No, not really,” Denis admitted. “I just got to Manhattan recently. I heard about…” His voice trailed off as his gaze shifted to the boys. “May I see them? If you don’t mind?”Something about his request made me uncomfortable. I tightened my grip on the stroller handle and forced a polite smile.
“They’re just babies,” I said lightly, hoping he’d drop it.
Denis seemed to take the hint, but instead of stepping back, he leaned forward to get a better look.
“They’re angels,” he murmured, his voice almost reverent. Then he said something that made my stomach turn.
“They have my nose… and my eyes,” he blurted out, almost to himself. “The chestnut hair, those big lashes… I had them when I was their age.”
I froze, unsure if I had heard him right.
Then he looked up at me. “I know this might sound crazy, but I’m the boys’ real father.”
“What?” I blurted out. “Excuse me?”
“I know this is a lot to take in,” Denis said quickly. “But it’s true. Kyra and I… we had a relationship before she met you. I made mistakes back then, and they’ve haunted me ever since. I’m here to set things right. I want to take the kids. They’re my sons.”
“Are you out of your mind?” I snapped, my hands tightening on the stroller. “Get out of here before I call the cops.”
Denis held up his hands, trying to calm me. “Wait, just listen. I’ll give you $100,000. Take the money and let me take them.”
I couldn’t believe what I was hearing.
“You’re insane,” I spat, turning away.
But Denis wouldn’t let it go. He handed me a business card and said, “Think about it. Call me when you’ve made up your mind.”
And with that, he walked away, leaving me standing there, shaking with anger and confusion.
Back home, I couldn’t get Denis’s words out of my head. They played on a loop, making me question everything I thought I knew.
Kyra and I met at a club, and things moved fast. Too fast, maybe.
After only a month of dating, she told me she was pregnant. I was shocked, but I loved her. At least, I thought I did.
Looking back now, though, I started to wonder. Was it all too convenient? Had she lied to me?
We got married in a quiet ceremony, just the two of us and a couple of witnesses. I remember asking her why her family wasn’t there. She said her parents were dead, and that was the end of the conversation.
I didn’t push her for details because I trusted her.
But now, that trust felt misplaced. As I sat in the kitchen, staring at the wedding ring I still wore, I felt like my entire life with Kyra had been a lie.
The memories came flooding back, uninvited. I thought about the night she died.
It was raining, and I had been pacing by the window, waiting for her to come home. She wasn’t answering her phone, and I had a sinking feeling something was wrong.
When the call finally came, it wasn’t Kyra. It was the police telling me she’d been in an accident.
By the time I got to the hospital, she was gone.
That night broke me. I didn’t know how I’d go on, how I’d raise the kids without her. But I didn’t have a choice. I had to push through the grief and focus on the babies.
They became my world, my reason to keep going. But now, thanks to Denis, I was questioning everything. Were they even mine?
The next morning, as I made breakfast for the boys, I couldn’t shake the doubt. Kyra had kept secrets from me. I knew that now. But how many? And how deep did they go?
For the first time in a year, I felt anger toward her. How could she do this to me? To us?
Later that day, after returning from work, I went straight to my bedroom. I didn’t check on the boys like I usually did.
My mind was a storm, and all I could think about was Denis’s card.
I needed to know the truth.
I found the card tucked in my wallet. My heart was heavy, and when I finally left my room, I saw Alan, Eric, and Stan reaching out to me from their playpen.
“Da-Da,” Alan babbled, his chubby arms waving for me to pick him up.
My knees buckled. I sank to the floor, tears streaming down my face.
“How could I even think about abandoning you?” I choked out, clutching the card. “You’re my everything. I can’t lose you. I just can’t.”
I held them close for a long moment before shakily dialing Denis’s number. It felt like an eternity before he answered.
“Hello?” came his voice, calm and expectant.
“It’s me, Jordan,” I said, my voice trembling.
“Ah, Jordan! I was waiting for your call. So, what have you decided? When can I meet you to finalize everything?”
I gripped the phone tightly, forcing myself to stay calm.
“Denis, I can’t do it. I’m sorry, but I’m their father. I may not be their biological father, but I’ve raised them. They’re my boys. I can’t imagine life without them.”
Denis sighed heavily. “I understand this is hard to process. But please… I have a right to be part of their lives.”
There was silence on the line before he said something I’ll never forget.
“I’m their grandfather,” he cried.
I froze. “Grandfather?”
“Yes,” Denis said, his voice tinged with regret. “There’s more to this story. Can we meet? I need to explain everything. You deserve to know the truth, Jordan.”
Something about his tone caught me off guard.
“Alright,” I said cautiously. “Come over tomorrow. But this doesn’t mean I’m agreeing to anything.”
The next evening, Denis arrived carrying several boxes.
“Just some things for the boys. Sweaters, diapers, blankets,” he said with an awkward laugh.
I let him in, keeping my distance as he placed the boxes by the door. He glanced at the empty crib, understanding I had taken precautions to keep the boys out of sight.
“So, what is it?” I asked, folding my arms. “What more did you want to share? And why did Kyra tell me that her parents were dead?”
Denis sighed, running a hand over his face.
“She said that because I failed her. After my wife died, I raised Kyra alone. I gave her everything, but I pushed too hard. She rebelled, got involved with the wrong people. When I tried to send her to rehab, she refused, and things spiraled. I kicked her out, thinking she’d come back when she hit rock bottom. But she never did.”
He wiped his eyes, his voice breaking. “I didn’t even know she had children, let alone that she was married, until her friend Amy told me recently. She said Kyra confided in her, afraid you’d leave if you knew the truth.”
“What truth?” I asked, my voice sharp.
“She wasn’t sure who the father was,” Denis admitted. “She’d dated a few men before she married you. But, Jordan, it doesn’t matter. You’ve raised them. You’ve loved them. That makes you their father.”
I stared at him, my emotions tangled.
Finally, I said, “You’re right. They are my boys. But if you want to be in their lives, we’ll do it on my terms. They’ll know you as their grandfather, nothing more.”
Denis nodded, tears streaming down his face. “Thank you, Jordan. I just want to make things right. I failed my daughter, but I won’t fail my grandsons.”
With time, Denis became a part of our family, visiting often and eventually moving in to help with the boys. Together, we worked to give Alan, Eric, and Stan the love and stability they deserved.
